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insonia days

Journal Entry: Wed May 14, 2008, 7:59 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Led Zeppelin \ Sevendust \ AC\DC
  • Reading: Conan Comics
  • Watching: WEEDZ
  • Playing: GTA 4
  • Eating: Kit-Kat
  • Drinking: coca -cola allways
Oh fuck , the days of insonia has arrived, yhééa im so fuckin happy , all around me seems to be just animated dust , and iam right in the midle of it , fuck iam so disapointed with everything even with somethings ill should not be .

Well i gess its life , im out of inspiration and the rare moments that saves me from oblivion is the rides i do with my friend raptor in these old evil land we like to call HELLgarve , be one with the neverending nature around us meke me believe in something ... yhééa just for a while , when i returned home its all the same again the iron windows and the grey lights around me , bluring my eye , into madness ... well i allways can go and shoot someone in GTA4 but the person that i just shoot its not me , so i think i can live another day to start all over again and again ...

Maybe its the stress or the fear to go and live in another city all by my own or maybe its the fear of not became who i want to be ... i just know for shure one thing , i think to mutch...
and yhééa i like it it that way its what iam ... my great friend 13 says to me that better times will come , and i want to believe him and i must believe him , cause being down its just a fase to know how to get up , well but in the midle of these lines im still awake in these insonia days waiting for an inspiration , for some light for something , cause when i cant do my art my world collapses into sad litle pieces , yhééa i live for my art and iam a stupid motherfucker with some extra rage , well i will wait awake in these insonia nights for the sleep to come and for the inspiration to breathe ... cause i aint fade into nothing without a fight ...

For all of you who are down , find some mirror or spoon or something and say ... I AIN´T GOING DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT !!!

Iam here to stay even if iam just a litle piece of junk !

YHÈÈÈÈÈÈEÈÈÈÈÈÈAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!


Better days will come ... And yééaah my english sucks !!!!!

So in the time we wait for those better days i want to share something with you :

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LET´S ROCK !!!



And continue to critic and comment my stuff , its allways good to read your opinions , and thanks for all the comments and encouragement ...


Some friends and ugly guys ehe ;) :

:iconaeren666: :iconjayy13: :iconlunesisakaraptor::icontiago13pereira: :iconbloodymichael: :iconconceptcriji: :iconmaryanah: :iconkbalsi22: :iconartcynique: :iconmiamsm:
:iconmcpatto: :icondamned-creature: :iconsophievictoria::iconconvenientlyxdying: :iconangelworld: :iconapprenticelee: :icontommazzy: :iconlurst:
:iconzaxparalax: :iconmyprivatewar::iconpapillonbleu:


An experienced , and good photographers to :

:iconmrockwood: :iconalireza1::iconrhapsouldize: :iconmorbidthegrim: :iconjacac:


To see art that i like , take a look at my faves , great artists there ;)

Stay tunned , more stuff to came ;)

And thanks for the watch

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20 i think
  • Current Residence: HELLgarve
  • Interests: read \ draw \ photograf music and others
  • Favourite movie: Star Wars \ LOTR \ cowboy bebop \ dark crystal \ flyboys \ pans labyrint \ neverending story\ crash
  • Favourite band or musician: kamelot \ nightwish \ dream evil \ 10 years \ demons and wizards \ hammerfall \ incubus\ D.F \S.A
  • Favourite genre of music: (Power, melodic, gothic, speed)metal \ indie rock \ jazz \ blues
  • Favourite artist: Mike Mignola \ frezzato \ civiello\ john howe \ Guarnido and many others
  • Favourite poet or writer: fernando pessoa \ cesario verde \ J.R.R Tolkien \ philip pullman \ edgar alan poe and others
  • Favourite photographer: cartier bresson \ Ansel Adams \ Bas Hoeben \ Robert Capa \ Steve Bloom \ Jeff dunas and many others
  • Favourite style or digital art: 2d and camera
  • Operating System: windows xp
  • MP3 player of choice: creative zen
  • Favourite game: tetris , age of empires and warcraft3 comand & conquer -zero hour and others
  • Favourite cartoon character: HELLBOY , BLACKSAD ,calvin and hobbes SPAWN \ Pierce ( from zitts ) LOBO , Spider man , iron man
  • Personal Quote: Just imagine ... its cheap ( ok ok i speak english like an orc )
  • Tools of the Trade: canon EOS 350 , pencils HB to 6B ink and brushes ( oil and acrylic )

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~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 hour 43 minutes ago
Ehe no problem :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 hour 43 minutes ago
:) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
*JACAC:iconJACAC: 6 hours 42 minutes ago
e n t e n d o . q u e . s i m . =)

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If you like this photo, please see the gallery . =)
*morbidthegrim:iconmorbidthegrim: 9 hours 28 minutes ago
Thank you :)

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*stellablack:iconstellablack: 12 hours 55 minutes ago
Thank you very much for the :+fav: :aww:

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"All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us" - JRR Tolkien

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~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 1 hour ago
No Problem * :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 1 hour ago
No ptoblem

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 1 hour ago
:) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
*voh2007:iconvoh2007: 1 day 1 hour ago
Thanks for the :+fav: really appreciate the support :)

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:wave: Please take a look at my gallery [link] :gallery:
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 6 hours ago
:)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~FelixKlee:iconFelixKlee: 1 day 6 hours ago
And thank you so much for the watch : )
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
kk

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
No prob man, just keep going with the good work :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
you welcome :) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
:) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
Anytime ehe :) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
:)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
:) :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
Nao tens de que agradecer :)

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~Andirilien:iconAndirilien: 1 day 7 hours ago
:) :) anytime man

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Just imagine .... its cheap !
~FelixKlee:iconFelixKlee: 1 day 10 hours ago
Hey ya,

Thank you ver ymuch for the two favourites : )
I hope you spend a ölovely summersday.
*JACAC:iconJACAC: 1 day 10 hours ago
+ . u m . :+fav: e . + . u m . o b r i g a d o

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If you like this photo, please see the gallery . =)
~Shark-boy:iconShark-boy: 1 day 14 hours ago
thanks for the fave :)
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~AngelWorld:iconAngelWorld: 1 day 23 hours ago
hey,paxa pela pagina da minha sister e ve so o k ela escreveu no jornal...lol

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"i´m strange here...i´m alone in this world of lies..."